I'm Nikki. I live in Miami Springs, Florida. Junior in High school. I like to express myself and I look for inspiring things everyday. I post/reblog things that I like or that catches my attention. Follow me?
I wonder if you felt it too. The sudden attraction. The rush of all things euphoric and wistfully pleasant. I’m addicted to “the rush,” that feeling you get when your stomach flies up to your throat and does leaps and turns while your head feels all light and airy. I suppose that’s the way I felt upon first seeing you. And you’re the wrong one. You’re the one I can’t have. Oh why, why must you be the one I can’t have? It’s a perpetual pattern, you know. This isn’t the first time that a situation like this has happened to me. Always the best friend, not the one that I’m suppose to like. But one can’t help how they feel, can they? Especially when it comes to the legistics of attraction. It’s so complicated, speaking with you and sharing all these intimate details of my past life, because you shared yours with me and now I feel like we have a sort of close bond. And I don’t want that right now! I can’t have that right now! Only because you’re taken, you’re not mine, and you can’t be mine right now. Do you know how complex this is for me? Denying obvious attraction and having to censor all the things I say. It’s frustrating only because I feel like we’d be good together, and I know you think so, too.
